Legacy

When Grandma comes to visit
The war plants itself in our midst
We are hugged by the same arms
That held the dead little uncles
Fifty years ago.

She is forever marked,
Brindled by the tattoos of trauma
Her concentration camp tales
Are told with conviction
And venom.
They inject us with hatred
So that we may love her,
Love our country better.

There were fishhooks in the bully beef
No toilets in the camp
They used soapboxes for coffins
No shelter from the damp
Transported in open cattle trucks
The night so bitter cold
The second little uncle died
When he was five years old.

The British did all this to us,
our country and to you
so never never ever forget
to our nation always be true.

Hearts in our throats, around the piano
We sing patriotic songs
She has convinced us that
Fifty years after
The peace was signed
The war still is not over.

Being Benadé is the prose version of this poem.

For context see Alhamra Interview

About the Author

Therese Benadé, author of Kites of Good Fortune, writes about her heritage and upbringing in South Africa and her travels and living experiences on five continents. A Canadian citizen, she lives in Ipswich, Massachusetts with her husband, Jim Armstrong. Her two adult children are Rex and Kirstie van der Spuy. Read more...

Books
  • Kites of Good Fortune

    A story about the lives of the author’s ancestors at the Cape of Good hope in the 17th and 18th centuries. Published 2004. 

  • Anna, Dogter van Angela van Bengale

    The Afrikaans translation of Kites of Good Fortune.

  • Bluestocking

    Set in South Africa between 1880 and 1927, the book explores the intellectual and moral influences on South African women of the ‘head, heart and hand’ education brought by American teachers from Mount Holyoke College.

  • The Layered Life of Tok-Tokkie

    Stories from my life touching on my childhood, my travels and teaching career, on being an immigrant, on learning languages and unlearning racism.

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Bits & Pieces

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